hidayahrahmantheberuk.

dread waking up early but is there any choice?
heee. pemalas nyee anak dara.
busy looking at WDA website. what shud i do uh?
oh btw torres lookso hawt eh? ahaha. but syg, gi liverpool buat pe. tsk
whatever it is, go owen! im behind you. :)
dayah bodo siaa.. her own confession.
[c=#FF0033] [b]ʜidɑƴɑʜ[/b] [/c] says:
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aku tk buruk
aku beruk
muhahahaha


hahahaha. she made my day. bgos lah tu lau kau da ngaku ye?! hahahaha. crazy!
imissyou&feeqah.& semualahhh. :(
oh one thing, i hate the two mamat ite yg ngumpat abt me.
sebok je krg. suke hati aku ah if aku sombong. tsk.
buat pe nak senyum kat krg?! tsk.

you suck man

my heart pain like hell to see you ronaldo.
u scored a goal for real madrid. urgh.
i still cant get pass it. i still cant take it anymore.
i hate you please. :(

oke fine. eventhough everything look soo alright now, i still cant post pic. hee.
nvmm. :)
im done with lotsa thing today & yea. im strong. heee.
today was good & im loving it.
will post some new pics with new mates soon.
seems like im the youngest among all to attend the course, but that doesnt stop me uhh.
i lovee rosiana, that indonesiaaa bibik. heee. eh sorry ah kamu? :)
keeping myself busy is the only thing that could keep me occupied, honestly.
i still couldnt get it, everytime i went into a mosque for the ferst time, conferm sesat. masyaallah. ape jdi hawa? :(
confident banget that ruang i enter was dewan solat wanita. check2, tempat lelaki plak.
so muke sardin je ahh. tros klua.
heee. masjid kassim seems big jgkk. impressive.
go geylang pastu beli baju raye & off to makan.
smangat raye ehhh? heee. padahal hutang puasa blm bayar. tsk.
oh well, saturday is cuming. please, let it be a good thing. :)
sairi, knape tak online seh? tsk. takpelah.
lovelove you guys. night.

today was alright, i love joice & kak shidaa. bunch of sweet people.
somehow i always felt lost. where should i head next?
where must i go? tell me people. tell me.
please, i beg of you be easy on me.
likewise i always said, im positively happy & should just go on with it alright?
I CAN DO IT. yeaaa. :)
why does blogger still suck now? tsk.
watching anugerah now. i only lovessssss sarah aqilah. go for it lovelove.
alright, im off from heree.
last but not least, i love you sein. hee. :)

HAWA GUNDU

oke fine. today i woke up early as usual.
then off to prepare myself for today's course at kembangan.
take bus no 3 & train.
when i reached there, a lady told me.
'sorry miss, the course commence tomorrow. on 28th-29th. its not today.'
i told her its oke & it was my mistake initially. omg. wth im doing?!
didnt even check out the date properly.
so now, back home safely. wasted my time & trip.
i dont knw why, but why must i be emotional this few days?!
its not PMS, its just me.
anothet thing, i remember telling myself again & again not to be affected by affair of the heart.
but still, im entangled in this.. i should stop all this nonsense.
& concentrate my time for the future.
no guys, no crush for now hawa.
eh but wait, im straight oke. :)
im so pissed off that this blogger couldnt post picture. tsk.

quote for the day

omg. this quote suit me well.
thanks to dayah. she invent this quote herself. brilliant.
'A dreamer with a big broken heart to match'
thanks for the quote dayah. i miss you very much. :(

can u stop doing this?

after all that happened, i have to admit a lesson is learnt.
& i just dont want to elaborate in it.
to see your wrist being slashed by YOURSELF, it makes me feel the pain too.
when u were crying over the misery, when u do this to yourself, the only thing i could do is..
to cry & see your face helplessly.
remember the times when we used to share secrets, the time when we share every clothes.
you were my life, the best among cousin i've known.
the one i depend on whenever i faced difficulties.
but, u destroy everything.
my trust & your life.
when you do this, u knw what?
half of me is gone just like how you are doing to your own life.
& somehow all i want to do is to save you from the misery. :(

oke lets begin. its my mistake. im harsh. i admit. its not what i want to do. but now, im oke. trust me. things will go as per normal insyaallah. but give me time. its not as easy as it can be said. sorry people.

sometimes, i admit. im suck in it. & i just cant help it..

cry all i want.

I miss all my dear friends.
when i was crying my heart out today. there are several people whom i thought of.
diana bmy, fana, shafeeqah, die-ah.
goshhh. life getting tough.
please, let me be strong.
my word for today: stupidity doesnt kill, but giving up does.
so please hawa. move on beb.
thanks diana for listening. & thanks akimm for giving advice. ur joke are sooo. hahaha. nvm. :)
to siti fana, terime kaseh lah jgk ye? heee.

13o7o9

oke, first of all.
my morning was a flop. heee.
wth happened to my shoe?
alright, i shouldnt wear high heel shoe, & thus failing many activites today.
shall not mention it.
from boat quay, head to bugis. buy stuff.
i just realised that my $$$$ is becoming lesser & life doesnt get easier too.
interview by interview, appointment by appointment & theres briefing too.
but still, im nowhere from getting a successful life.
i cried, for almost interview. throw my high heel and sat outside. its a dreadful feeling.
i had my crying moments & i believed its time to be positive. eventhou its only 85% positive.
but yes, i can make it for sure. :)
well in the evening part, my mood wasnt that bad anymoreee.
meet akimm to pass the present & hope that he like it.
ehhh, i work damn hard to buy u present oke. cehhh, takdelahhh.
but apape pon, i appreciate ur present ah. :)
oke end it here then.
pray for my success people.

random nana sachek.

my beloved nana sachekkkkkkkkk. haha wth you.

moodless

damn this bloody mood.
wth. im soo moodless this few days. why uhh?
oke, webcaming with diana beloved nw.
i miss her like mgoiu4980ti346908t.
just came bck from cat farm at pasir ris, tired.
oh well, i've been a busy women this few days. hee.
rushing everywhere, here & there.
job interviews, course preview, appointments, going dwn to rp again.
& on my final meeting with the programme chair, i felt sooo sad.
she asked me this ' are you sure?' & i replied 'yes.'
off she go to click on the approval button.
& yes honestly, my heart break. of course, this wasnt the ending i want, but i hope its going to be a right move.
i miss everyone in rp & esp E35P. now, im officially out of rp & E35P too.
can i still meet all of you again sometimes? i really do miss all the moments.
alright, tmr MAYBE going to watch movie with hakim. diana, jom ikot please?
i sound sooo free yeaa? but honestly, it does not feel good.
i miss mr chen & communication module. :(
but whatever it is, im ready to face the world. i will work hard from now.
do support me alright people?
i miss all of youu. :)