heres the card for that guy i mentioned in previous post. hehehe. inspired by magdalene design. :)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
im a wonderwoman babey.
guess what? i feel so wrong. hehehe.
remember, i did said about doing some important task.
oh well, its not even here. i mean i wrote that down in my diary instead of blog.
yea, i 'conducted' the mission already.
okay, honestly after testing my speech with diana gf, i still couldnt said out my piece to him.
At last, my mum the one who snatched the letter/card that I've made & gave it to him.
Im like omg! What am I doing? Is it a good move or eventually no?
I was overpowered by the feeling of anxiousness. Nothing make it right.
So, guess what I do? I went shopping the whole day.
The Checklist:
1. 1 guess wallet
2. 2 clothes
3. spec for fafahbaby
4. shoe
5. fake eyelashes (many of them) (:
In a single day ONLY, i spend $120 because of the anxiety I felt.
Dumb. hehe.
After all that I wrote above, I didnt even mention whats really happening.
Okay well, here it goes.
'Daily', I used to saw this one guy whom I thought his age is 19, walking past opp my aunt's stall.
For almost a year supposingly.
& I've made a card/letter for him with the intention of passing it to him because I wants to be friends with him.
But yesterday, my precious mum who passed it to him.
& we are friends in FB.
I felt desperate for doing that, seriously. like dumb girl doing this.
But, I psycho myself , with help from Adillah, in thinking that only wonderwoman do this. HOHO.
So, the story goes from here. I dont even knows what to say next.
Just wish the best for me okay?
I love you people. :)
remember, i did said about doing some important task.
oh well, its not even here. i mean i wrote that down in my diary instead of blog.
yea, i 'conducted' the mission already.
okay, honestly after testing my speech with diana gf, i still couldnt said out my piece to him.
At last, my mum the one who snatched the letter/card that I've made & gave it to him.
Im like omg! What am I doing? Is it a good move or eventually no?
I was overpowered by the feeling of anxiousness. Nothing make it right.
So, guess what I do? I went shopping the whole day.
The Checklist:
1. 1 guess wallet
2. 2 clothes
3. spec for fafahbaby
4. shoe
5. fake eyelashes (many of them) (:
In a single day ONLY, i spend $120 because of the anxiety I felt.
Dumb. hehe.
After all that I wrote above, I didnt even mention whats really happening.
Okay well, here it goes.
'Daily', I used to saw this one guy whom I thought his age is 19, walking past opp my aunt's stall.
For almost a year supposingly.
& I've made a card/letter for him with the intention of passing it to him because I wants to be friends with him.
But yesterday, my precious mum who passed it to him.
& we are friends in FB.
I felt desperate for doing that, seriously. like dumb girl doing this.
But, I psycho myself , with help from Adillah, in thinking that only wonderwoman do this. HOHO.
So, the story goes from here. I dont even knows what to say next.
Just wish the best for me okay?
I love you people. :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
random post.
HOHO! ever since its christmas coming, i've got this tendency to laugh using ' hoho'.Okay, its been a long period of time since i update this precious blog.
anyway, as if people do read my blog. hehe.
anyway, as if people do read my blog. hehe.
alright, today had a chat through offline msges with this guy whom i treat like my small bro.
I know he must be in a confused state & i know how he felt.
but one thing! hoho. he said that i could be a counsellor. thanks for that praise. hehehehe.
all i have to say, strive hard nazri. i know i'll see you end up in poly even if you go through this route. :)
theres my conver with him. read it up.
Friday, November 20, 2009
time for big school
Remember the last worksheet that I've done with all of you?
it called time for big school. & i remembered how i said, this going to take a longer time to finish.
but yet, its seem to be so fast. today is the last day for the term.
the last day all of my precious K2 going to their pre-sch lesson.
Im going to pray that all of you will soon grow up to be a useful person esp to the society & your family of course.
I wasnt looking for this day to come. Yes, I admit it was nice to have a half day, to have the class playing & dressing up nicely just now. But, I still prefer to see you sitting in front of me, asking question with those blur faces, at times make me angry till I can cried & wanted to leave everything at that moment & lastly seeing you singing & dancing in class. That would be better than seeing all of you having your last lesson with me just now.
The last song u were singing touched my heart deep deep.
'Sha lala, Sha lala take my school bag giong home.'
'Say goodbye to teacher, goodbye to my friends.'
'See you no more teacher hawa.'
AWWW. so saddddd! when at usual time i always heard you said 'see you tmr teacher hawa'
Please, do keep in touch. Im so happy to be able to teach all of you for my first batch of student.
hopefully i'll be able to see you guys around soon.
I LOVE YOU K2 DIAMOND 1 & 2. :)
it called time for big school. & i remembered how i said, this going to take a longer time to finish.
but yet, its seem to be so fast. today is the last day for the term.
the last day all of my precious K2 going to their pre-sch lesson.
Im going to pray that all of you will soon grow up to be a useful person esp to the society & your family of course.
I wasnt looking for this day to come. Yes, I admit it was nice to have a half day, to have the class playing & dressing up nicely just now. But, I still prefer to see you sitting in front of me, asking question with those blur faces, at times make me angry till I can cried & wanted to leave everything at that moment & lastly seeing you singing & dancing in class. That would be better than seeing all of you having your last lesson with me just now.
The last song u were singing touched my heart deep deep.
'Sha lala, Sha lala take my school bag giong home.'
'Say goodbye to teacher, goodbye to my friends.'
'See you no more teacher hawa.'
AWWW. so saddddd! when at usual time i always heard you said 'see you tmr teacher hawa'
Please, do keep in touch. Im so happy to be able to teach all of you for my first batch of student.
hopefully i'll be able to see you guys around soon.
I LOVE YOU K2 DIAMOND 1 & 2. :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i was wondering, which one should I start first? The sad or the happy moments?
After a long time pondering, I supposingly thinks that I had enough of all those sad memories.
Lets move on with the happpy moments.
Im so happy to see my kids everyday, every second of my life.
The innocent faces makes me feel at ease everytime.
Yea, there are times that I felt I wanted to let go of the job, I wanted to scream my head off.
However, they repeatedly give me the strength and the joy whenever I felt low or tends to give up.
Why all of you are so sweet to me? Hehe.
K2 Diamond 1 & 2, i love you so much.
I still can remember what Willy told me earlier on,
MY CONVERSATION WITH WILLY.
' Teacher Hawa, next year when I go Pri 1, I will come here at 1pm to visit you can?'
I smiled, and he continued ' Teacher Hawa, why you got one dimple? I got 2.'
I laughed. He never failed to make me smile.
graduation concert coming, hope I can really do my utmost best for it. hehe.
im tired but at the same time happy to see all of your smiles loves.
goodnightttttt people. get well soon teacher kailing, i love you. :)
After a long time pondering, I supposingly thinks that I had enough of all those sad memories.
Lets move on with the happpy moments.
Im so happy to see my kids everyday, every second of my life.
The innocent faces makes me feel at ease everytime.
Yea, there are times that I felt I wanted to let go of the job, I wanted to scream my head off.
However, they repeatedly give me the strength and the joy whenever I felt low or tends to give up.
Why all of you are so sweet to me? Hehe.
K2 Diamond 1 & 2, i love you so much.
I still can remember what Willy told me earlier on,
MY CONVERSATION WITH WILLY.
' Teacher Hawa, next year when I go Pri 1, I will come here at 1pm to visit you can?'
I smiled, and he continued ' Teacher Hawa, why you got one dimple? I got 2.'
I laughed. He never failed to make me smile.
graduation concert coming, hope I can really do my utmost best for it. hehe.
im tired but at the same time happy to see all of your smiles loves.
goodnightttttt people. get well soon teacher kailing, i love you. :)
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The first thing that I could think of when I woke up last few days is him.
Why should I still bother to think abt him?
Why should I still feel breathless whenever my mind were full of you?
Why should I still keep the photo that you gave me?
& why should I ever believed in the first place that you will not changed?
Now, it seems to be clear. You have changed, and that broke my heart.
I didnt know why I just couldnt put your photo aside when I knew the fact
that you belong to someone else now.
Remember the time when I used to sit beside you and do nothing else except seeing you
play with your PSP? The time when we used to exchange meaningful glance & smile?
The song that you used to sing for me?
Do you know that whenever you felt hurt, I used to feel it too?
But still, Im wishing you all the best for your future relationship.
You gonna do it well. :)
Im not acting noble, it still hurt when I have to say this out but you should knw this love,
whenever you are happy, im happy too. & that applies to this.
Thanks for all the care, concern, love & memories. I appreciate it.
This is for you, I love you & takecaree.
Why should I still bother to think abt him?
Why should I still feel breathless whenever my mind were full of you?
Why should I still keep the photo that you gave me?
& why should I ever believed in the first place that you will not changed?
Now, it seems to be clear. You have changed, and that broke my heart.
I didnt know why I just couldnt put your photo aside when I knew the fact
that you belong to someone else now.
Remember the time when I used to sit beside you and do nothing else except seeing you
play with your PSP? The time when we used to exchange meaningful glance & smile?
The song that you used to sing for me?
Do you know that whenever you felt hurt, I used to feel it too?
But still, Im wishing you all the best for your future relationship.
You gonna do it well. :)
Im not acting noble, it still hurt when I have to say this out but you should knw this love,
whenever you are happy, im happy too. & that applies to this.
Thanks for all the care, concern, love & memories. I appreciate it.
This is for you, I love you & takecaree.
Monday, August 31, 2009
awaiting to see my kids today & when i saw them, they were full of excitement.
the excitement in them makes me smile for the whole day despite all the tiring day i've experienced.
the kids wont be able to read this post but still i want to express my greatest THANK YOU to all of you.
the gift all of you gave me is really priceless.
I LOVE YOU KIDS.
now i knw how good the feeling is.
okee, off now. i need my rest.
will post the pic & video soon. :)
the quote for today that i get from the net : 'Teaching is the profession that teaches all the other profession'.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL. hee.
the excitement in them makes me smile for the whole day despite all the tiring day i've experienced.
the kids wont be able to read this post but still i want to express my greatest THANK YOU to all of you.
the gift all of you gave me is really priceless.
I LOVE YOU KIDS.
now i knw how good the feeling is.
okee, off now. i need my rest.
will post the pic & video soon. :)
the quote for today that i get from the net : 'Teaching is the profession that teaches all the other profession'.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL. hee.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
good morning teacher.
its been my fourth day.
checklist: marking done
labeling done
story telling done
art&craft done
YES! all done. heee.
& tmr fri. cant wait for weekends.
now i knw how hard it is to be a teacher.
but oh well, i will miss my naughty&cute students esp shakir, willy etc.
i have to go on, proceeding to my research on underwater creatures.
in case my student ask weird question which left me thinking abt it in a blur manner.
goodnight all. :)
checklist: marking done
labeling done
story telling done
art&craft done
YES! all done. heee.
& tmr fri. cant wait for weekends.
now i knw how hard it is to be a teacher.
but oh well, i will miss my naughty&cute students esp shakir, willy etc.
i have to go on, proceeding to my research on underwater creatures.
in case my student ask weird question which left me thinking abt it in a blur manner.
goodnight all. :)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I suppose, that I dont need any title for today. heee.
Alright, been busy for this two wholesome day.
First of all, I want to say alhamdulilah for everything He gives.
Step into unknown place with unknown faces looking at me in their innocent & blur look.
After introducing, they said in a loud but nice manner ' Good Morning Teacher Hawa '
oh my goodness. u knw what? I was about to cry, sincerely.
My dream, somehow is so near.
& off I go for 2 hours with them & then another class came.
a break for one hour, I didnt realised it was so tiring till I had my break.
After break, off to my third class, which is much more challenging.
couldnt control their noise and class was a complete mess.
go home in a demoralised mood but still happy that I achieved this.
Today brand new dayyyyyyy. I could somehow control the class.
it was much more meaningful today, much moree.
esp shakir, why are you so cute? heee. :)
oke, gtg. teacher hawa off. heh.
Alright, been busy for this two wholesome day.
First of all, I want to say alhamdulilah for everything He gives.
Step into unknown place with unknown faces looking at me in their innocent & blur look.
After introducing, they said in a loud but nice manner ' Good Morning Teacher Hawa '
oh my goodness. u knw what? I was about to cry, sincerely.
My dream, somehow is so near.
& off I go for 2 hours with them & then another class came.
a break for one hour, I didnt realised it was so tiring till I had my break.
After break, off to my third class, which is much more challenging.
couldnt control their noise and class was a complete mess.
go home in a demoralised mood but still happy that I achieved this.
Today brand new dayyyyyyy. I could somehow control the class.
it was much more meaningful today, much moree.
esp shakir, why are you so cute? heee. :)
oke, gtg. teacher hawa off. heh.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
vm,korejhg034r
ohh. ignore the bloody title.
just that its been a lousy weeks & pulling me down.
i just felt angry w/o any valid reason.
okeee people. lets move on.
the topic for today: mood
i wake up today, in a gd mood.
but PMS destroy all.
& dont even know howta stay positive after that.
everything get on my nerve.
everything.
lesson to be learnt today: anger wont get you anywhere, it destroy you.
night people.
mood swing coming. :(
just that its been a lousy weeks & pulling me down.
i just felt angry w/o any valid reason.
okeee people. lets move on.
the topic for today: mood
i wake up today, in a gd mood.
but PMS destroy all.
& dont even know howta stay positive after that.
everything get on my nerve.
everything.
lesson to be learnt today: anger wont get you anywhere, it destroy you.
night people.
mood swing coming. :(
Monday, August 3, 2009
IMINLOVE. :)
oh well, matchmaking in this modern days?
do anyone of you believe in it?
i dont, but yet i still fall for it. hee.
it was a nice one.
when now you are gone, all i can do is to smile when i reminisce the moment with you.
well, see you in next meeting again.
the way you smile, the way u talked in the calm manner. in every little thing, im just touched.
okee, stop it. :)
enjoyed my day with beloved.
go to hougang near akimm house to send beloved to clinic.
was msging akimm tanye die 'uma kau ade byk clinic mura2 kan?'
& die nyee reply ' smue same je.'
hahaha. ape ahhh geng.
well, it cost me 2o bucks only. muraa pe.
then off to hougang mall, eat at long john silver with loves.
had a great long talk which we hardly have the time to do it.
laugh abt NJK. which is quite a senstive issue. hee.
meet ziela pendek for awhile.
been quite awhile gitu eh kite jumpe?
meet you some day again alright?
i miss dayah uhhh. :)
night people.
do anyone of you believe in it?
i dont, but yet i still fall for it. hee.
it was a nice one.
when now you are gone, all i can do is to smile when i reminisce the moment with you.
well, see you in next meeting again.
the way you smile, the way u talked in the calm manner. in every little thing, im just touched.
okee, stop it. :)
enjoyed my day with beloved.
go to hougang near akimm house to send beloved to clinic.
was msging akimm tanye die 'uma kau ade byk clinic mura2 kan?'
& die nyee reply ' smue same je.'
hahaha. ape ahhh geng.
well, it cost me 2o bucks only. muraa pe.
then off to hougang mall, eat at long john silver with loves.
had a great long talk which we hardly have the time to do it.
laugh abt NJK. which is quite a senstive issue. hee.
meet ziela pendek for awhile.
been quite awhile gitu eh kite jumpe?
meet you some day again alright?
i miss dayah uhhh. :)
night people.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
hidayahrahmantheberuk.
dread waking up early but is there any choice?
heee. pemalas nyee anak dara.
busy looking at WDA website. what shud i do uh?
oh btw torres lookso hawt eh? ahaha. but syg, gi liverpool buat pe. tsk
whatever it is, go owen! im behind you. :)
dayah bodo siaa.. her own confession.
[c=#FF0033] [b]ʜidɑƴɑʜ[/b] [/c] says:
=(
aku tk buruk
aku beruk
muhahahaha
hahahaha. she made my day. bgos lah tu lau kau da ngaku ye?! hahahaha. crazy!
imissyou&feeqah.& semualahhh. :(
oh one thing, i hate the two mamat ite yg ngumpat abt me.
sebok je krg. suke hati aku ah if aku sombong. tsk.
buat pe nak senyum kat krg?! tsk.
heee. pemalas nyee anak dara.
busy looking at WDA website. what shud i do uh?
oh btw torres lookso hawt eh? ahaha. but syg, gi liverpool buat pe. tsk
whatever it is, go owen! im behind you. :)
dayah bodo siaa.. her own confession.
[c=#FF0033] [b]ʜidɑƴɑʜ[/b] [/c] says:
=(
aku tk buruk
aku beruk
muhahahaha
hahahaha. she made my day. bgos lah tu lau kau da ngaku ye?! hahahaha. crazy!
imissyou&feeqah.& semualahhh. :(
oh one thing, i hate the two mamat ite yg ngumpat abt me.
sebok je krg. suke hati aku ah if aku sombong. tsk.
buat pe nak senyum kat krg?! tsk.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
you suck man
my heart pain like hell to see you ronaldo.
u scored a goal for real madrid. urgh.
i still cant get pass it. i still cant take it anymore.
i hate you please. :(
u scored a goal for real madrid. urgh.
i still cant get pass it. i still cant take it anymore.
i hate you please. :(
oke fine. eventhough everything look soo alright now, i still cant post pic. hee.
nvmm. :)
im done with lotsa thing today & yea. im strong. heee.
today was good & im loving it.
will post some new pics with new mates soon.
seems like im the youngest among all to attend the course, but that doesnt stop me uhh.
i lovee rosiana, that indonesiaaa bibik. heee. eh sorry ah kamu? :)
keeping myself busy is the only thing that could keep me occupied, honestly.
i still couldnt get it, everytime i went into a mosque for the ferst time, conferm sesat. masyaallah. ape jdi hawa? :(
confident banget that ruang i enter was dewan solat wanita. check2, tempat lelaki plak.
so muke sardin je ahh. tros klua.
heee. masjid kassim seems big jgkk. impressive.
go geylang pastu beli baju raye & off to makan.
smangat raye ehhh? heee. padahal hutang puasa blm bayar. tsk.
oh well, saturday is cuming. please, let it be a good thing. :)
sairi, knape tak online seh? tsk. takpelah.
lovelove you guys. night.
nvmm. :)
im done with lotsa thing today & yea. im strong. heee.
today was good & im loving it.
will post some new pics with new mates soon.
seems like im the youngest among all to attend the course, but that doesnt stop me uhh.
i lovee rosiana, that indonesiaaa bibik. heee. eh sorry ah kamu? :)
keeping myself busy is the only thing that could keep me occupied, honestly.
i still couldnt get it, everytime i went into a mosque for the ferst time, conferm sesat. masyaallah. ape jdi hawa? :(
confident banget that ruang i enter was dewan solat wanita. check2, tempat lelaki plak.
so muke sardin je ahh. tros klua.
heee. masjid kassim seems big jgkk. impressive.
go geylang pastu beli baju raye & off to makan.
smangat raye ehhh? heee. padahal hutang puasa blm bayar. tsk.
oh well, saturday is cuming. please, let it be a good thing. :)
sairi, knape tak online seh? tsk. takpelah.
lovelove you guys. night.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
today was alright, i love joice & kak shidaa. bunch of sweet people.
somehow i always felt lost. where should i head next?
where must i go? tell me people. tell me.
please, i beg of you be easy on me.
likewise i always said, im positively happy & should just go on with it alright?
I CAN DO IT. yeaaa. :)
why does blogger still suck now? tsk.
watching anugerah now. i only lovessssss sarah aqilah. go for it lovelove.
alright, im off from heree.
last but not least, i love you sein. hee. :)
somehow i always felt lost. where should i head next?
where must i go? tell me people. tell me.
please, i beg of you be easy on me.
likewise i always said, im positively happy & should just go on with it alright?
I CAN DO IT. yeaaa. :)
why does blogger still suck now? tsk.
watching anugerah now. i only lovessssss sarah aqilah. go for it lovelove.
alright, im off from heree.
last but not least, i love you sein. hee. :)
Monday, July 27, 2009
HAWA GUNDU
oke fine. today i woke up early as usual.
then off to prepare myself for today's course at kembangan.
take bus no 3 & train.
when i reached there, a lady told me.
'sorry miss, the course commence tomorrow. on 28th-29th. its not today.'
i told her its oke & it was my mistake initially. omg. wth im doing?!
didnt even check out the date properly.
so now, back home safely. wasted my time & trip.
i dont knw why, but why must i be emotional this few days?!
its not PMS, its just me.
anothet thing, i remember telling myself again & again not to be affected by affair of the heart.
but still, im entangled in this.. i should stop all this nonsense.
& concentrate my time for the future.
no guys, no crush for now hawa.
eh but wait, im straight oke. :)
im so pissed off that this blogger couldnt post picture. tsk.
then off to prepare myself for today's course at kembangan.
take bus no 3 & train.
when i reached there, a lady told me.
'sorry miss, the course commence tomorrow. on 28th-29th. its not today.'
i told her its oke & it was my mistake initially. omg. wth im doing?!
didnt even check out the date properly.
so now, back home safely. wasted my time & trip.
i dont knw why, but why must i be emotional this few days?!
its not PMS, its just me.
anothet thing, i remember telling myself again & again not to be affected by affair of the heart.
but still, im entangled in this.. i should stop all this nonsense.
& concentrate my time for the future.
no guys, no crush for now hawa.
eh but wait, im straight oke. :)
im so pissed off that this blogger couldnt post picture. tsk.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
quote for the day
omg. this quote suit me well.
thanks to dayah. she invent this quote herself. brilliant.
'A dreamer with a big broken heart to match'
thanks for the quote dayah. i miss you very much. :(
thanks to dayah. she invent this quote herself. brilliant.
'A dreamer with a big broken heart to match'
thanks for the quote dayah. i miss you very much. :(
can u stop doing this?
after all that happened, i have to admit a lesson is learnt.
& i just dont want to elaborate in it.
to see your wrist being slashed by YOURSELF, it makes me feel the pain too.
when u were crying over the misery, when u do this to yourself, the only thing i could do is..
to cry & see your face helplessly.
remember the times when we used to share secrets, the time when we share every clothes.
you were my life, the best among cousin i've known.
the one i depend on whenever i faced difficulties.
but, u destroy everything.
my trust & your life.
when you do this, u knw what?
half of me is gone just like how you are doing to your own life.
& somehow all i want to do is to save you from the misery. :(
& i just dont want to elaborate in it.
to see your wrist being slashed by YOURSELF, it makes me feel the pain too.
when u were crying over the misery, when u do this to yourself, the only thing i could do is..
to cry & see your face helplessly.
remember the times when we used to share secrets, the time when we share every clothes.
you were my life, the best among cousin i've known.
the one i depend on whenever i faced difficulties.
but, u destroy everything.
my trust & your life.
when you do this, u knw what?
half of me is gone just like how you are doing to your own life.
& somehow all i want to do is to save you from the misery. :(
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
cry all i want.
I miss all my dear friends.
when i was crying my heart out today. there are several people whom i thought of.
diana bmy, fana, shafeeqah, die-ah.
goshhh. life getting tough.
please, let me be strong.
my word for today: stupidity doesnt kill, but giving up does.
so please hawa. move on beb.
thanks diana for listening. & thanks akimm for giving advice. ur joke are sooo. hahaha. nvm. :)
to siti fana, terime kaseh lah jgk ye? heee.
when i was crying my heart out today. there are several people whom i thought of.
diana bmy, fana, shafeeqah, die-ah.
goshhh. life getting tough.
please, let me be strong.
my word for today: stupidity doesnt kill, but giving up does.
so please hawa. move on beb.
thanks diana for listening. & thanks akimm for giving advice. ur joke are sooo. hahaha. nvm. :)
to siti fana, terime kaseh lah jgk ye? heee.
Monday, July 13, 2009
13o7o9
oke, first of all.
my morning was a flop. heee.
wth happened to my shoe?
alright, i shouldnt wear high heel shoe, & thus failing many activites today.
shall not mention it.
from boat quay, head to bugis. buy stuff.
i just realised that my $$$$ is becoming lesser & life doesnt get easier too.
interview by interview, appointment by appointment & theres briefing too.
but still, im nowhere from getting a successful life.
i cried, for almost interview. throw my high heel and sat outside. its a dreadful feeling.
i had my crying moments & i believed its time to be positive. eventhou its only 85% positive.
but yes, i can make it for sure. :)
well in the evening part, my mood wasnt that bad anymoreee.
meet akimm to pass the present & hope that he like it.
ehhh, i work damn hard to buy u present oke. cehhh, takdelahhh.
but apape pon, i appreciate ur present ah. :)
oke end it here then.
pray for my success people.
my morning was a flop. heee.
wth happened to my shoe?
alright, i shouldnt wear high heel shoe, & thus failing many activites today.
shall not mention it.
from boat quay, head to bugis. buy stuff.
i just realised that my $$$$ is becoming lesser & life doesnt get easier too.
interview by interview, appointment by appointment & theres briefing too.
but still, im nowhere from getting a successful life.
i cried, for almost interview. throw my high heel and sat outside. its a dreadful feeling.
i had my crying moments & i believed its time to be positive. eventhou its only 85% positive.
but yes, i can make it for sure. :)
well in the evening part, my mood wasnt that bad anymoreee.
meet akimm to pass the present & hope that he like it.
ehhh, i work damn hard to buy u present oke. cehhh, takdelahhh.
but apape pon, i appreciate ur present ah. :)
oke end it here then.
pray for my success people.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
moodless
damn this bloody mood.
wth. im soo moodless this few days. why uhh?
oke, webcaming with diana beloved nw.
i miss her like mgoiu4980ti346908t.
just came bck from cat farm at pasir ris, tired.
oh well, i've been a busy women this few days. hee.
rushing everywhere, here & there.
job interviews, course preview, appointments, going dwn to rp again.
& on my final meeting with the programme chair, i felt sooo sad.
she asked me this ' are you sure?' & i replied 'yes.'
off she go to click on the approval button.
& yes honestly, my heart break. of course, this wasnt the ending i want, but i hope its going to be a right move.
i miss everyone in rp & esp E35P. now, im officially out of rp & E35P too.
can i still meet all of you again sometimes? i really do miss all the moments.
alright, tmr MAYBE going to watch movie with hakim. diana, jom ikot please?
i sound sooo free yeaa? but honestly, it does not feel good.
i miss mr chen & communication module. :(
but whatever it is, im ready to face the world. i will work hard from now.
do support me alright people?
i miss all of youu. :)
wth. im soo moodless this few days. why uhh?
oke, webcaming with diana beloved nw.
i miss her like mgoiu4980ti346908t.
just came bck from cat farm at pasir ris, tired.
oh well, i've been a busy women this few days. hee.
rushing everywhere, here & there.
job interviews, course preview, appointments, going dwn to rp again.
& on my final meeting with the programme chair, i felt sooo sad.
she asked me this ' are you sure?' & i replied 'yes.'
off she go to click on the approval button.
& yes honestly, my heart break. of course, this wasnt the ending i want, but i hope its going to be a right move.
i miss everyone in rp & esp E35P. now, im officially out of rp & E35P too.
can i still meet all of you again sometimes? i really do miss all the moments.
alright, tmr MAYBE going to watch movie with hakim. diana, jom ikot please?
i sound sooo free yeaa? but honestly, it does not feel good.
i miss mr chen & communication module. :(
but whatever it is, im ready to face the world. i will work hard from now.
do support me alright people?
i miss all of youu. :)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
MY NAME IS NUR HAWA
not working, not doing e learning, not in any mood.
wth hawa?!
yesterday send mum to her workplace. felt extremely bad for asking her to restu my decision to quit sch.
so being nice to her was what i can do to make up for the things i've done.
i helped her do her work. cook mee rebus, mee siam, tahu goreng.
then ard 11.30 off i go. i cant stand it, i hurt her too much.
thought of going bck to sengkang.
instead of taking train which will takes ard 2o min, i took bus no 8o which tooks ard 1 hr.
walking aimlessly. didnt knw whats my next step.
sat at the library & off to meet ain. because today her sis birthday.
so pass her the present & watch jgn tegur. maut pe ain?
hahaha. i watch that show & here i am with this puffy eyes. I COULDNT SLEEP. wth.
kau nye pasal ahh kasi aku tgok cite hantu kan takble tdo skrg.
currently chatting with her now. online pagi nah cik kak? hee.
oh well i love this part.
Julia Roberts says:
hahah
diam eh
jgn smpi aku hanta amirah dtg ruma rembat kau
hahah
klakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meh ahh, brani pe? hahaha.
can everything goes back as per normal? i love you mum & doing this to you wasnt in my list at all.
SORRY.
wth hawa?!
yesterday send mum to her workplace. felt extremely bad for asking her to restu my decision to quit sch.
so being nice to her was what i can do to make up for the things i've done.
i helped her do her work. cook mee rebus, mee siam, tahu goreng.
then ard 11.30 off i go. i cant stand it, i hurt her too much.
thought of going bck to sengkang.
instead of taking train which will takes ard 2o min, i took bus no 8o which tooks ard 1 hr.
walking aimlessly. didnt knw whats my next step.
sat at the library & off to meet ain. because today her sis birthday.
so pass her the present & watch jgn tegur. maut pe ain?
hahaha. i watch that show & here i am with this puffy eyes. I COULDNT SLEEP. wth.
kau nye pasal ahh kasi aku tgok cite hantu kan takble tdo skrg.
currently chatting with her now. online pagi nah cik kak? hee.
oh well i love this part.
Julia Roberts says:
hahah
diam eh
jgn smpi aku hanta amirah dtg ruma rembat kau
hahah
klakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. meh ahh, brani pe? hahaha.
can everything goes back as per normal? i love you mum & doing this to you wasnt in my list at all.
SORRY.
Friday, June 26, 2009
GOOOOOOOOD DAY.
FIRST & FOREMOST PEOPLE. lets do this alright?
HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY AKIMMM OI.
may all your wishes cum true, & may Allah grant what you want in life.
do well in life alright? thats it then. im done with it ! (:
oh wait, this picture looks nice & better lahh wlpon typical. heee.
oke, lets proceed. today's communication was sooo hard.
im sooo tired.
well i go out early in the morning to meet dayah at wdls library.
work all the way till 4 i think.
damn hard..
gosh, & i didnt even do my stuff now do u knw that?
sch getting hard & grades been hell for me.
but for shure people, i will bounce back i told you.
hahaha.
doing ntg currently, just chatting with izwan, fana & zielaaa.
ohh well. im going off now. RJ not done. night people ! :)
i love you diana. heee. asal tak online?
& dont worry too much dayah. soon all will be oke, insyaallah.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
first & foremost, thanks khai !
THANKS FOR THE CHOCOLATE CAKE. (:
aku suke ahh pic kau gini, mcm lawa gitu hair kau. heee
i was reallly sooooooooo touched with what he has done.
he bake a chocolate cake for me which taste superb i swear.
thanks for making my day. kau lah kawan baik aku. hees.
oke move on..
today e learning was..
no comment.
maybe im not used to it yet.
i was sooo panicking like ' omg, omg. what should i do? goshh. '
but then, im move on & now im like.. 'whatever'
hahaha. oke.
im done with ppt & werksheet.
off i go now. takecaree people
oh well, i love you guys. dayah, feeqah, fana, diana, ayn. (:
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
state of mind
i wasnt hoping for this.
i wasnt hoping to breaks my mum's heart.
i wasnt even hoping to go on a cry routine everyday & having a restless night.
that wasnt me.
its the hardest thing i have to do now. can someone like understand me please?
I didnt do this on purpose thou.
i will regret this, i knw it.
but the main idea is, where should i head? where should i go?
whatever it is mum, im sorry.
i wasnt hoping to breaks my mum's heart.
i wasnt even hoping to go on a cry routine everyday & having a restless night.
that wasnt me.
its the hardest thing i have to do now. can someone like understand me please?
I didnt do this on purpose thou.
i will regret this, i knw it.
but the main idea is, where should i head? where should i go?
whatever it is mum, im sorry.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
sing me a happy song please
i miss you dayah & feeqah.
only god knw. how i cry each time when i think on the decision im making & how it going to affect our friendship. whatever it is, thanks for being the greatest friends.
after going through this difficult moment, I think I need a time out really.
exhausted. my eyes look damn awful. & thanks for the comment fidtriaaa.
i didnt cry because of him, i cried because of the decision im making my dear.
ohh well, do pray for me people that its going to a smooth sailing process.
thanks diana,farhana & akiim for going thru this. i appreciate it. thanks
only god knw. how i cry each time when i think on the decision im making & how it going to affect our friendship. whatever it is, thanks for being the greatest friends.
after going through this difficult moment, I think I need a time out really.
exhausted. my eyes look damn awful. & thanks for the comment fidtriaaa.
i didnt cry because of him, i cried because of the decision im making my dear.
ohh well, do pray for me people that its going to a smooth sailing process.
thanks diana,farhana & akiim for going thru this. i appreciate it. thanks
disappointment.
isnt that what u guys might be thinking abt me?
what u want to be right now hawa?
unemployed?
get married?
wth am i thinking right now?
i dont need anyone to critise me anymore, because i had enough
i just need someone to walk side by side accompanying me through this toughest decision im making.
isnt that what u guys might be thinking abt me?
what u want to be right now hawa?
unemployed?
get married?
wth am i thinking right now?
i dont need anyone to critise me anymore, because i had enough
i just need someone to walk side by side accompanying me through this toughest decision im making.
Monday, June 22, 2009
love. <3
2oth june.
okeeee, here's update to all. (:
before i proceed, here my biggest thanks to all of you who making it possible on saturday. I LOVE YOU ALL
saturday was a kinda birthday celebration for my eighteen birthday & a reunion. it was a hell lotsa fun.
i've great time, take note of this diana. hahaha. the event manager for saturday outing. heee
ohhh ohhh, sorry to HannahOgy & SitiFaz for being late.
but we did much more better than si akiim tu uhhh. die lgi peh lambat.
ohh well, move on.
we ate at sakura thai restaurant, which is expensive to me.
but, thanks lot for the treat, the ice cream thingy. sooo terkejot when krg bwk tu icecream sehhh. hee
& thanks for the birthday wish & song. heee. kecoh sak satu sakura, krg nye pasal ahhh. (:
i will update the pics at night. using the sch laptop now.
oh well, another 4 days akiim da 18. legal age pe? hahahaha.
random. alright, will continue later oke? (:
okeeee, here's update to all. (:
before i proceed, here my biggest thanks to all of you who making it possible on saturday. I LOVE YOU ALL
saturday was a kinda birthday celebration for my eighteen birthday & a reunion. it was a hell lotsa fun.
i've great time, take note of this diana. hahaha. the event manager for saturday outing. heee
ohhh ohhh, sorry to HannahOgy & SitiFaz for being late.
but we did much more better than si akiim tu uhhh. die lgi peh lambat.
ohh well, move on.
we ate at sakura thai restaurant, which is expensive to me.
but, thanks lot for the treat, the ice cream thingy. sooo terkejot when krg bwk tu icecream sehhh. hee
& thanks for the birthday wish & song. heee. kecoh sak satu sakura, krg nye pasal ahhh. (:
i will update the pics at night. using the sch laptop now.
oh well, another 4 days akiim da 18. legal age pe? hahahaha.
random. alright, will continue later oke? (:
Thursday, June 18, 2009
lalalalalalalala~
im happy today. i told mum that. & she told me this ' gerl mmg slalu happy pe, ape beza nye?' translation: ' you are always happy, whats the different?' ohh pleaseee, when im sad i didnt show u what. hahahaha.
im happy because tmr is friday. oh yeaaa. thats the way i love it. its gonna be weekends again.
that sound better right? oke fine.. here's the list i wanna say thanks too.
dearest mum & dad(ILOVEYOUBOTH)
siti farhana bte md k (:
deeana (:
he die ah loves
feeqah darling
sairi(iloveyoutoonsboy,thanks)
widiah
ziela baby
dominic the guardian angel (:
Izwan the kind hearted guy
mama norisha & cik idris
dearest abg ajan&abg ayie
adie the genius boy
eugene 4n1
along& the siblings
angahyati&eddy
nurulain (:
weiling sweetheart
yaya & bob
jade & comel (:
iikin loves (:
liiyahh independent (:
pakbusu & mak busu
............& so on
there's more.. but i cant do it larrr.
hahaha. but!
TO E35P THANK YOU !!!!
HERE'S MY HEARTFELT THANKS.. HEEE.
im so glas that i met them in my life.
im sooooooooooo touched. really.
omg, its like a dream.
THANKS CLASS FOR THE SURPRISE.
THANKS DEEANA FOR THE EXPENSIVE PERFUME.
THANKS DAYAH FOR THE KEYCHAIN.
THANKS CAIYUN FOR THE DIARY.
THANKS KAK NURUL FOR THE NOVEL.
& LASTLY THANKS IZWAN FOR THE TEDDY BEAR. (:
APPRECIATE IT GUYS.
oke then, end it here. night guys.
i love you die-ah & feeqah. heee. (:
ohhh, you too fana bmk. haha
im happy because tmr is friday. oh yeaaa. thats the way i love it. its gonna be weekends again.
that sound better right? oke fine.. here's the list i wanna say thanks too.
dearest mum & dad(ILOVEYOUBOTH)
siti farhana bte md k (:
deeana (:
he die ah loves
feeqah darling
sairi(iloveyoutoonsboy,thanks)
widiah
ziela baby
dominic the guardian angel (:
Izwan the kind hearted guy
mama norisha & cik idris
dearest abg ajan&abg ayie
adie the genius boy
eugene 4n1
along& the siblings
angahyati&eddy
nurulain (:
weiling sweetheart
yaya & bob
jade & comel (:
iikin loves (:
liiyahh independent (:
pakbusu & mak busu
............& so on
there's more.. but i cant do it larrr.
hahaha. but!
TO E35P THANK YOU !!!!
HERE'S MY HEARTFELT THANKS.. HEEE.
im so glas that i met them in my life.
im sooooooooooo touched. really.
omg, its like a dream.
THANKS CLASS FOR THE SURPRISE.
THANKS DEEANA FOR THE EXPENSIVE PERFUME.
THANKS DAYAH FOR THE KEYCHAIN.
THANKS CAIYUN FOR THE DIARY.
THANKS KAK NURUL FOR THE NOVEL.
& LASTLY THANKS IZWAN FOR THE TEDDY BEAR. (:
APPRECIATE IT GUYS.
oke then, end it here. night guys.
i love you die-ah & feeqah. heee. (:
ohhh, you too fana bmk. haha
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Saturday, June 6, 2009
saturday blues
im soooooo in love with taufik batisah.
oke,random sungguh..
today was oke. didnt have much comment on it.
i used to enjoy saturday. everytime, i looked forward to working on saturday.
because, the reason would be that i can meet abg ayie & abg ajan.
saturday is always more relaxing than the weekdays so whole lot of us will sat dwn together & talked.
laugh until cry. but, theres no more.
how i wish, i could still do that.
well, i could always do that with abg ajan.. which currently im still doing.
but not with ayie. are we drifting apart?
i knw u wont bother anymore to read this & wont even read it but..
its oke.. i just hope you will be happy with your life as a firefighter.
i miss so many people in a day. i miss dayah, feeqah,diana bmy, fana, ziela, khai, ogy, siti & many larrrrrr..
im being too emotional i guess. im off now. night all.
oke,random sungguh..
today was oke. didnt have much comment on it.
i used to enjoy saturday. everytime, i looked forward to working on saturday.
because, the reason would be that i can meet abg ayie & abg ajan.
saturday is always more relaxing than the weekdays so whole lot of us will sat dwn together & talked.
laugh until cry. but, theres no more.
how i wish, i could still do that.
well, i could always do that with abg ajan.. which currently im still doing.
but not with ayie. are we drifting apart?
i knw u wont bother anymore to read this & wont even read it but..
its oke.. i just hope you will be happy with your life as a firefighter.
i miss so many people in a day. i miss dayah, feeqah,diana bmy, fana, ziela, khai, ogy, siti & many larrrrrr..
im being too emotional i guess. im off now. night all.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
lifeeeeee~
TODAY IS ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY FOR NORHIKMAH'S STALL.
yesssssssssssssssssssssssss ! (:
it do meant alot for me, after all this stall undergo lotsa ups & dwn.
nearly closed it down few months ago due to some reason.. but now it standing strong.
U make me proud baby.
& today it was CIK IDRIS BIRTHDAY ! hee.
i knw you are not feeling that good today but whatever it is, enjoy your superb day.
gerl doakan yg terbaik for cik idris alright?
DONE.. next would be..
Oke, today was hectic. Laughing all the way with abg ajan.. He sucha genius. kept on giving me words which seems so pelik for me. & yeaaa, i lose. example of the qns: WHAT IS ENNUI?
can you like knw what it is? hahahah. dang, i dont evn knw.
mel came to the stall, sat dwn with her & have a nice talk.. after quarelling with her for few weeks or perhaps going to be months, this is the first time we began to talk to each other nicely & have fun back.
i miss you honestly & it seems great thing to be on the right track again.
just now, was soooooooooooo embarrassing. when i was making my way out from masjid after solat zohor, i fell dwn. then someone said ' tgok abg hensem sgt sampai jatoh ke?'
goshhh, i hate that guy for goodness sake. nvm..
so in conclusion, today was fun eventhou it was hectic due to many customer today.
im done with this post. (:
yesssssssssssssssssssssssss ! (:
it do meant alot for me, after all this stall undergo lotsa ups & dwn.
nearly closed it down few months ago due to some reason.. but now it standing strong.
U make me proud baby.
& today it was CIK IDRIS BIRTHDAY ! hee.
i knw you are not feeling that good today but whatever it is, enjoy your superb day.
gerl doakan yg terbaik for cik idris alright?
DONE.. next would be..
Oke, today was hectic. Laughing all the way with abg ajan.. He sucha genius. kept on giving me words which seems so pelik for me. & yeaaa, i lose. example of the qns: WHAT IS ENNUI?
can you like knw what it is? hahahah. dang, i dont evn knw.
mel came to the stall, sat dwn with her & have a nice talk.. after quarelling with her for few weeks or perhaps going to be months, this is the first time we began to talk to each other nicely & have fun back.
i miss you honestly & it seems great thing to be on the right track again.
just now, was soooooooooooo embarrassing. when i was making my way out from masjid after solat zohor, i fell dwn. then someone said ' tgok abg hensem sgt sampai jatoh ke?'
goshhh, i hate that guy for goodness sake. nvm..
so in conclusion, today was fun eventhou it was hectic due to many customer today.
im done with this post. (:
Monday, June 1, 2009
loves.
feeqah&dayah the sweetheart.
zie, theres up & dwn in our friendship. i ought to say this to you, i love you very much. i really do appreciate our fwenship alot. & all the best for you ngn net alright? heee. study hard, jgn ingt kawin je beb. (:
secondary 3. & how nerdy i looks like. i miss this moment thou. (:
ONLY GODS KNW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU DEE.
beloved classmated with mr.choo, the maths teacher. heeeTHATS ALL FOR NOW. (:
1st June 2009
its been months since i updated this blog. & yeaa, plain lazy i supposed.
many things had happened & guess there's alot to tell.
slowly yeaa.
On 2oth april, sch started. First day was alright. I had fun in class, sitting beside Hidayah who turn up to be my bestie in E35P. Wonderful girl.. & yeaaa. after one month++ in rp, I made few good friends. Some to be mention is of course, Hidayah, Feeqah, Izwan, Ivan & Mag. sweet bunch of people.
I gone thru alot in this one mth, the up & dwn of life. & for standing strong all this while, i ought to say million of thanks to you syg. To Diana, I love you.. Thanks for being there when I called you crying helplessly. U made me felt better and motivated to go on. Thanks for the call everytime when I reached home. I do appreciate it, really. oke, enough abt sch life. Its holiday baby. I ought to cherish every moment of it. heee. (:
shall mention now all abt the april babies..
TO BELOVED ZIELA, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY SYG.. 3 YEARS EH? HEEE.
TO KHAI SWEETHEART, HAPPY BELATED EIGTHEEN BIRTHDAY.. thanks for coming to sch with me. do it again alright?
TO OGY THE HANDSOME GUY, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO !
HANNAH, HAPPY BELATED SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY.. HEE. UR SO UNLUCKY TO GET OGY SEHH. (:
TO SITI ERNA, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY.. I MISS YOU UHH BEB.
oke done with the fwen bday list. (:
ohhh yeaaa. lastly..
TO MY BELOVED MUM, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!
DONE. heee.
next..
oke, theres more to tell but shall delay all that.
next post then i will talk abt the rest of the issue.
As for today, I began to work again.
dang.. I miss those moment. I miss all the people there.
I miss wan trip, abg ajan, mama norishah, cik idris, that cute abg & many moreeee lerrr.
& theres tmr. im so exciteddddddddd. (:
however, im sad too.
Ah tong, my china fwen working as cleaner at my workplace get fired and were told to go back to China tmr.
IM SO SAD TO HEAR THAT.
he's a one amazing guy, polite & always smiling.
I was looking forward to see him daily again but theres no more chance.
to Ah tong, do takecaree & i will miss you soooooooo much.
oke before im off from here.
some word to share: MAN UTD THE BEST. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAID. (:
night readers.
many things had happened & guess there's alot to tell.
slowly yeaa.
On 2oth april, sch started. First day was alright. I had fun in class, sitting beside Hidayah who turn up to be my bestie in E35P. Wonderful girl.. & yeaaa. after one month++ in rp, I made few good friends. Some to be mention is of course, Hidayah, Feeqah, Izwan, Ivan & Mag. sweet bunch of people.
I gone thru alot in this one mth, the up & dwn of life. & for standing strong all this while, i ought to say million of thanks to you syg. To Diana, I love you.. Thanks for being there when I called you crying helplessly. U made me felt better and motivated to go on. Thanks for the call everytime when I reached home. I do appreciate it, really. oke, enough abt sch life. Its holiday baby. I ought to cherish every moment of it. heee. (:
shall mention now all abt the april babies..
TO BELOVED ZIELA, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY SYG.. 3 YEARS EH? HEEE.
TO KHAI SWEETHEART, HAPPY BELATED EIGTHEEN BIRTHDAY.. thanks for coming to sch with me. do it again alright?
TO OGY THE HANDSOME GUY, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO !
HANNAH, HAPPY BELATED SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY.. HEE. UR SO UNLUCKY TO GET OGY SEHH. (:
TO SITI ERNA, HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY.. I MISS YOU UHH BEB.
oke done with the fwen bday list. (:
ohhh yeaaa. lastly..
TO MY BELOVED MUM, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!
DONE. heee.
next..
oke, theres more to tell but shall delay all that.
next post then i will talk abt the rest of the issue.
As for today, I began to work again.
dang.. I miss those moment. I miss all the people there.
I miss wan trip, abg ajan, mama norishah, cik idris, that cute abg & many moreeee lerrr.
& theres tmr. im so exciteddddddddd. (:
however, im sad too.
Ah tong, my china fwen working as cleaner at my workplace get fired and were told to go back to China tmr.
IM SO SAD TO HEAR THAT.
he's a one amazing guy, polite & always smiling.
I was looking forward to see him daily again but theres no more chance.
to Ah tong, do takecaree & i will miss you soooooooo much.
oke before im off from here.
some word to share: MAN UTD THE BEST. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAID. (:
night readers.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
lalalalala~
im happy.
hahaha. oke , today im not working.
my off day so went out with fana as usual.
go to my beloved ex sch , punggol sec.
haha. im the ferst person to take my o lvl cert. haha. proud to be. (:
saw couple of teachers , & i did say this in my heart ' i miss you all'
haha. mr shan still the same. very funny & good discipline teacher.
after eating at sch stall , off i head to hougang mall.
but i remember makcik kat stall skola tu kate ' eh makin tembam ah kau '
HAHAHAHA ! ye ke ? kene work hard to kurus then. adoi. heh.
but nvm , im happy with what i have. alhamdulilah. ((:
buy two shirt & make up accesories. huhuhuhu~
left with 15 bucks due to the shopping spree.
fana the best.. hahaha.
end it here.
takecaree to all sweet readers. hees.
im happy.
hahaha. oke , today im not working.
my off day so went out with fana as usual.
go to my beloved ex sch , punggol sec.
haha. im the ferst person to take my o lvl cert. haha. proud to be. (:
saw couple of teachers , & i did say this in my heart ' i miss you all'
haha. mr shan still the same. very funny & good discipline teacher.
after eating at sch stall , off i head to hougang mall.
but i remember makcik kat stall skola tu kate ' eh makin tembam ah kau '
HAHAHAHA ! ye ke ? kene work hard to kurus then. adoi. heh.
but nvm , im happy with what i have. alhamdulilah. ((:
buy two shirt & make up accesories. huhuhuhu~
left with 15 bucks due to the shopping spree.
fana the best.. hahaha.
end it here.
takecaree to all sweet readers. hees.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
happy day. lalalalala~
& yes. im happy today. hahahaha.
today i taken off day from werk.
woke up at 6.30 am & decided to msg fana.
haha , i knw she wont like it.
but whatsoever. i like it ape.
then decided to sleep bck , & woke up at 8.30.
dgn kelam kabot sayer bangon dari tidor & pergi mandi.
hees. then at 9.30 off to punggol inter to meet fana.
stop at clarke quay station to meet mom at her stall.
fana had her interview at AIA tower.
nak carik tempat tu punye larr susah !
after her interview , kite pon pergilarr makan kat tempat keje sayerr.
da kenyang , kite head to town.
shopping habes oi ! haha
oke larr , penat berjalan satu hari suntuk.
im waiting for you anw beb. online soon. (:
today i taken off day from werk.
woke up at 6.30 am & decided to msg fana.
haha , i knw she wont like it.
but whatsoever. i like it ape.
then decided to sleep bck , & woke up at 8.30.
dgn kelam kabot sayer bangon dari tidor & pergi mandi.
hees. then at 9.30 off to punggol inter to meet fana.
stop at clarke quay station to meet mom at her stall.
fana had her interview at AIA tower.
nak carik tempat tu punye larr susah !
after her interview , kite pon pergilarr makan kat tempat keje sayerr.
da kenyang , kite head to town.
shopping habes oi ! haha
oke larr , penat berjalan satu hari suntuk.
im waiting for you anw beb. online soon. (:
Monday, February 9, 2009
haha. its kinda funny thou.
to see , those words from ain & diana.
i , myself didnt knw whats material sci is all about.
but what i knw is that it got a broad perspective.
people who graduate from that course could be engineer or work in lab doing research.
eventhou not my kinda type of job i looking forward but its oke.
as long as im studying still.
i have to move on , havetha go out from my comfort zone. so i have to try new thing.
so , hawa go for it ! :)
today was a tiring monday.
got lotsa thing to do.
peel potato , serve customer , wash the dishes.
& today im going to slp early ah ! heh.
to see , those words from ain & diana.
i , myself didnt knw whats material sci is all about.
but what i knw is that it got a broad perspective.
people who graduate from that course could be engineer or work in lab doing research.
eventhou not my kinda type of job i looking forward but its oke.
as long as im studying still.
i have to move on , havetha go out from my comfort zone. so i have to try new thing.
so , hawa go for it ! :)
today was a tiring monday.
got lotsa thing to do.
peel potato , serve customer , wash the dishes.
& today im going to slp early ah ! heh.
Friday, February 6, 2009
sad
today was a hectic day for me.
not because of work.
but because of my decision of taking private diploma instead of entering poly.
i wanted to so much to enter psychology related course in any poly.
but i couldnt , i was posted to material sci at rp.
& mum disagree with my action.
she thought going to poly was the best option.
if that makes her happy , then go ahead. im oke with me.
im gonna stop here. tiring day for me. thanks diana for being there for me.
appreciate it thou.
not because of work.
but because of my decision of taking private diploma instead of entering poly.
i wanted to so much to enter psychology related course in any poly.
but i couldnt , i was posted to material sci at rp.
& mum disagree with my action.
she thought going to poly was the best option.
if that makes her happy , then go ahead. im oke with me.
im gonna stop here. tiring day for me. thanks diana for being there for me.
appreciate it thou.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
this blog not dead mind you , nurulain.
heh. im just busy or should i say plain lazy. haha
alright , im busy working this whole week.
on friday , i meet ain at chinatown mrt station.
she wanted to go to subordinate court because of kalipah case.
so i meet her to show her direction. heh.
she's still the same. prangai cartoon !
hope to meet her aqain one fine day.
when we were so called hanging outside the court , i was hoping that kalipah sis would come.
& then i would ask for her autograph. haha.
but sadly mak die je ade. haha.
whatever it is , be strong je oke ain. =)
to diana too , i miss you lots seh. haha. see you soon loves.
oke , ill end it here. update soon oke.
happy chinese new year ! heh.
heh. im just busy or should i say plain lazy. haha
alright , im busy working this whole week.
on friday , i meet ain at chinatown mrt station.
she wanted to go to subordinate court because of kalipah case.
so i meet her to show her direction. heh.
she's still the same. prangai cartoon !
hope to meet her aqain one fine day.
when we were so called hanging outside the court , i was hoping that kalipah sis would come.
& then i would ask for her autograph. haha.
but sadly mak die je ade. haha.
whatever it is , be strong je oke ain. =)
to diana too , i miss you lots seh. haha. see you soon loves.
oke , ill end it here. update soon oke.
happy chinese new year ! heh.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
19 january
heres some pic i took with bestie , fana on our monday outinq. shes crazy !
oke then. end it heree.
oke fine. the bloq is finally beinq updated. heh.
sorry quys for leavinq this bloq dead for a temporary moment ,
& sorry to you too nurulain azman for not updatinq.
so here some news to tell.
ferst of all , i qet my o level result on 12th january.
alhamdulilah , i did quite oke for it. heh.
i qet 2o pts for L1R4. ble larr tu kan ?
i qet D7 for my maths ! cool or what ? heh.
didnt expect to qet that kinda qrade. thouqht it would be F9 !
heh , whatever it is im kinda satisfied with the result.
to those who concern about my result & did msq me , tankiu quys.
u all are the pillar of my support. heh.
name to be mention: siti , diana , nurulain , fana , hairi , abq ajan , dearest kak wei , mama , nurul & many more.
thanks for all the support. heh. appreciate thou.
esp my family members & my beloved parents.
but one thinq that botherinq me is which poly & courses to qo.
i just choose randomly. & its like wth.
another qood news. im happy for ain. at last she can see her beloved bf which i dont knw whats the name & which i called adek nyerr nurun nuwarrah. heh.
& yea , im waitinq for 30th jan for the exact poly & courses which i could enter.
so wish me the best for future !
oh yea ! to fauzi syazwan. all the best for the interview at republic poly tmr. =)
sorry quys for leavinq this bloq dead for a temporary moment ,
& sorry to you too nurulain azman for not updatinq.
so here some news to tell.
ferst of all , i qet my o level result on 12th january.
alhamdulilah , i did quite oke for it. heh.
i qet 2o pts for L1R4. ble larr tu kan ?
i qet D7 for my maths ! cool or what ? heh.
didnt expect to qet that kinda qrade. thouqht it would be F9 !
heh , whatever it is im kinda satisfied with the result.
to those who concern about my result & did msq me , tankiu quys.
u all are the pillar of my support. heh.
name to be mention: siti , diana , nurulain , fana , hairi , abq ajan , dearest kak wei , mama , nurul & many more.
thanks for all the support. heh. appreciate thou.
esp my family members & my beloved parents.
but one thinq that botherinq me is which poly & courses to qo.
i just choose randomly. & its like wth.
another qood news. im happy for ain. at last she can see her beloved bf which i dont knw whats the name & which i called adek nyerr nurun nuwarrah. heh.
& yea , im waitinq for 30th jan for the exact poly & courses which i could enter.
so wish me the best for future !
oh yea ! to fauzi syazwan. all the best for the interview at republic poly tmr. =)
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