im a wonderwoman babey.

guess what? i feel so wrong. hehehe.
remember, i did said about doing some important task.
oh well, its not even here. i mean i wrote that down in my diary instead of blog.
yea, i 'conducted' the mission already.
okay, honestly after testing my speech with diana gf, i still couldnt said out my piece to him.
At last, my mum the one who snatched the letter/card that I've made & gave it to him.
Im like omg! What am I doing? Is it a good move or eventually no?
I was overpowered by the feeling of anxiousness. Nothing make it right.
So, guess what I do? I went shopping the whole day.
The Checklist:
1. 1 guess wallet
2. 2 clothes
3. spec for fafahbaby
4. shoe
5. fake eyelashes (many of them) (:
In a single day ONLY, i spend $120 because of the anxiety I felt.
Dumb. hehe.
After all that I wrote above, I didnt even mention whats really happening.
Okay well, here it goes.
'Daily', I used to saw this one guy whom I thought his age is 19, walking past opp my aunt's stall.
For almost a year supposingly.
& I've made a card/letter for him with the intention of passing it to him because I wants to be friends with him.
But yesterday, my precious mum who passed it to him.
& we are friends in FB.
I felt desperate for doing that, seriously. like dumb girl doing this.
But, I psycho myself , with help from Adillah, in thinking that only wonderwoman do this. HOHO.
So, the story goes from here. I dont even knows what to say next.
Just wish the best for me okay?
I love you people. :)